Breathe

People come and go in and out of your life, you know.

And it’s scary and it seems pointless. And you can never ever be sure. You can never be entirely sure that they won’t leave, that things won’t change, that their embrace, their smile, their way of looking out for you won’t go away. So what do you do? How do you cope with that? How do you say “I love you” and make dreams and plans which include them? How do you imagine a life that includes dinners with them, celebrations, discussions, walks, smiles with them? How do you wake up in the morning and not feel alone?

I always say that family is there forever; and also best friends, the closest ones you have, those who know you since you were a rock girl, a rapper teenager, a stupid romantic disaster. They will be there. I say that. But that is again unsure. People might change. People argue, people discover parts in them they never knew. People move away, kilometers away. Or you move away.

Maybe knowing who you are and what you want is hard, some say the hardest. But keeping it may be sometimes impossible.

So, little girl, what do you do? Do you chase them away? Do you close your heart and never get attached? Do you live in a grey picture every day? That is just stupid. Control what you can. Your thoughts, your way of making others happy, your way of building relations. Control if and when you say “I love you”. Control your words and embraces for those who love you now. For those who today, in this moment, love you sincerely. And the rest is just a big scenario.

Thank you for caring.

PS: Loving Grey's Anatomy philosophy :)